Aloha
to you, Rick, from Maui, Hawaii!
Thank you for writing to my dad (Dick B.--www.DickB.com) about the origin of "God as we understood Him" and about the question "Why don't you choose your own conception of God?" attributed to Bill W.'s "spiritual sponsor," Ebby T. on page 12 of chapter one, "Bill's Story," in the fourth edition (2001) of Alcoholics Anonymous ("the Big Book)."
1. My dad and I thoroughly discussed how the question "Why don't you choose your own conception of God?" found its way into the first edition (April 1939) of the Big Book in a 20+-page appendix ("Appendix One"--pages 43-64) in one of our most recent books titled Pioneer Stories in Alcoholics Anonymous: God's Role in Recovery Confirmed!--available from Amazon.com and other outlets in 6" x 9" and Kindle (and other eBook formats):
Thank you for writing to my dad (Dick B.--www.DickB.com) about the origin of "God as we understood Him" and about the question "Why don't you choose your own conception of God?" attributed to Bill W.'s "spiritual sponsor," Ebby T. on page 12 of chapter one, "Bill's Story," in the fourth edition (2001) of Alcoholics Anonymous ("the Big Book)."
1. My dad and I thoroughly discussed how the question "Why don't you choose your own conception of God?" found its way into the first edition (April 1939) of the Big Book in a 20+-page appendix ("Appendix One"--pages 43-64) in one of our most recent books titled Pioneer Stories in Alcoholics Anonymous: God's Role in Recovery Confirmed!--available from Amazon.com and other outlets in 6" x 9" and Kindle (and other eBook formats):
That appendix is, to our
knowledge, the most extensive discussion of the question available in print, on
the Internet, or otherwise.
2. Briefly:
2. Briefly:
- The
question attributed to Ebby on page 12 of the fourth edition of the Big
Book is foreign to the language of both Bill W. and Ebby T. as found in
the earliest draft manuscripts of the Big Book Dick B. inspected and
copied (with permission) at Stepping Stones (Bill W. and Lois W.'s home in
New York);
- As
you may know, the chapters of the Big Book were thoroughly reviewed by the
first A.A. group (Akron) and by the second A.A.. group (New York) before
they were included in the first edition (April 1939) of the Big Book.
- After
"the story section of the book" and "the text of the
book" were "complete in the latter part of January, 1939" [Alcoholics
Anonymous Comes of Age, 164], "[f]our hundred mimeograph copies
of the book were made and sent to everyone we could think of who might be
concerned with the problem of alcoholism." [Alcoholics Anonymous
Comes of Age, 165]. Bill W. explained that this "book"
was actually "a prepublication copy of the text and some of the
stories" [Alcoholics Anonymous Comes of Age, 165]. This
document--better known today as "the Multilith Edition" or
"the Original Manuscript"--was completely-typewritten. You may
see a retyped version of the so-called "Original Manuscript"
here: http://www.silkworth.net/originalmanuscript/originalmanuscript.html.
The four paragraphs found on page 12 of the fourth edition which begin
with the words "Despite the living example of my friend . . . and end
with the words "Would I have it? Of course I would!" were not in
the so-called "Original Manuscript." The question "Why
don't you choose your own conception of God?" is found in those four
paragraphs which were not present in the so-called "Original
Manuscript."
- Next,
although Bill W. "had consistently used the word 'God'" in
"the original draft" of the Twelve Steps (Alcoholics Anonymous
Comes of Age, 166), a group of four people--Fitz, Henry P., A.A.'s
first secretary Ruth Hock, and Bill W.--decided on "compromise
words" for several of the Twelve Steps: "In Step Two we decided
to describe God as a 'Power greater than ourselves.' In Steps Three and
Eleven we inserted the words 'God as we understood Him.' . . . Such
were the final concessions to those of little or no faith; this was the
great contribution of our atheists and agnostics. . . . God was certainly
there in our Steps, but He was now expressed in terms that anybody . .
. could accept and try." (Alcoholics Anonymous Comes of Age,
167).
- After
"great numbers of the 400 mimeographs which had been sent out had
been returned" and "many helpful suggestions had been made [by
the reviewers who had returned their mimeograph copies]" (Alcoholics
Anonymous Comes of Age, 167), "the printer's copy of the
book" was prepared. "We selected one of the mimeographs, and in
Henry's clear handwriting all the corrections were transferred to it. There
were few large changes . . ." [Alcoholics Anonymous Comes of Age,
169]. In what seemed to be, by far, the largest "correction"
transferred, four handwritten paragraphs were added beginning on the
reverse side of the typed title page and continuing onto a page inserted
between the title page and the typed Foreword. And a handwritten
"Inst>#1" was added in the margin of the otherwise
typewritten document just slightly below the sentence now found on page 12
of the fourth edition: "His roots grasped a new soil." [See: The
Book That Started It All: The Original Working Manuscript of Alcoholics
Anonymous (Center City, MN: Hazelden, 2010): http://mcaf.ee/x32yb]
- Consider
these two points: (a) It was only after the "committee of
four"--Fitz, Henry P., Ruth Hock, and Bill W.--had made "the
final concessions to those of little or no faith" (i.e., the
"atheists and agnostics"), and had changed Bill W.'s original
use of the unmodified word "God" in Steps Two, Three, and
Eleven, that the four handwritten paragraphs were added at the very last
minute to "the printer's copy of the book." And it was those
four paragraphs that contained, not only the question "Why don't you
choose your own conception of God?", but also the four non-biblical
descriptions of God also found on page 12 in the fourth edition of the Big
Book; i.e.: "Creative Intelligence," "Universal Mind,"
"Spirit of Nature," and "a Czar of the Heavens." And
(b) there is no indication in Alcoholics Anonymous Comes of Age--or
in any other A.A. General Service Conference-approved literature of which
I am aware--that anyone other than the "committee of four, take
two"--i.e., Henry, Ruth, Dorothy S. of Cleveland, and Bill W. (Alcoholics
Anonymous Comes of Age, 170)--got to review the last-minute insertion
of those handwritten paragraphs. Not the Akron group, not the New York
group, and not the 400 recipients of "the prepublication copy of the
book" (i.e., the "Multilith Edition"; also known as the
"Original Manuscript.") But those four paragraphs ended up in
the Big Book in April 1939, nonetheless.
Thank you so much for writing to
Dick B.
Dick B.'s son, Ken
Dick B.'s son, Ken